my "friends" and etc.

sooooo as i sit here, alone, on a friday night, im thinking.......who are my real friends? i feel like i only have 2 or 3 REAL friends. and all the other people, like my aquaintances and stuff are getting really boring and i want to meet a whole new group of people.

there's less than 10 people that i talk to on a regular basis, like everday or every couple days. those are the people that i wanna keep forever. and i just wanna meet new people now.

i also miss a few of my old friends. actually just one. she's not my old friend, cuz she's still my friend but we dont hang out as much as we used to and it sucks. i miss her so much! her name is devin. hahaha. ever since i left rio ive seen less and less of her and it saddens me a lot. i need a car so i can visit her!

okayaaaayy so here's the "etc." part of the blog:

my new physical self.
its gonna be a lot different in a couple months because im gonna start working out a lot! i may be hawt now, but soon im gonna be like pussy cat doll statssssssss. thats my plan. PUSSY CAT DOLLS!!! i love 'em.
theyre my inspiration!!! gahh okay.



and im probably gonna get my nose pierced soon. like the side. and i might dye my hair like darker brown. but thats it. im just tryna change cuz my life has been pretty mundaine. its rather annoying.

okaaaaaaaay im outtie for now. im tired. peeece.

the new year

i hate to bring in the new year being sick, i hope its not a forecast of the future...hahahha.
well my new years eve night was INSAANE.
sal's party was pretty crazy, shit got super duper hyphy...haha i love max! he made the party awesome by literally and physically throwing jessica milligan out onto the front yard. HAHAHAHAHH.

well we had a lot of cleaning to do on January 1, 2009 but we successfully cleaned the whole house...me and izzy scrubbed the floor on our hands and knees for like an hour. but we drank some beers to pass the time...hahaha.

we came up on SOOO much shit after the party, like fresh packs of cigarettes (which we dont care about at all) and like 931857 beers and half a handle of captain morgan. and an almost full bottle of brandy. hahha hyphyyy.

but yeah, this new year will be a lot different than last. 2008 was a bomb ass year, but i fucked up real bad, so i need to redeem myself.

less partying
aka less drinking, less smoking weed and absolutely no cigarettes. the cigarette part wont be hard cuz i rarely smoke them, but just cuz theyre gross im never going to again!
hahaha.

gah. my head is so stuffy. and im so sniffly. i should go to sleep cuz i hafta wake up early and go to the snow with my familia!

goodbyee.