escape to where i need to be..

escape by our last night is one of my all time favorite songs...ever! well, this weekend was so much fun! friday night i got super high and went to caitlin's birthday party with sal...it was bunk...so we left then went and picked up leonon from burger king then went to the church parking lot and chilled..uhhhahahaha. then i went home. then saturday night was jesuit homecoming...SO MUCH FUN! i got hella drunk sippin off my flask in the middle of the dance floor...good shit. then after me, sal, jessica and chase went to jessica e's party and it was really funn! then we went to willie's and me and eden danced a lot. then we went to spencers apartment and drank more beer and watched 8 mile...I LOVE THAT MOVIE. there was an odd array of people at spencers, so we left and went to dennys...and the mystery machine was there! and shaggy and velma were there..it was fucking hilarious. then i got home at like 4 in the morning and passed out.

but yeah...this was a really good weekend. one think went wrong though..hahhahha uhhhh ya....nvm.

i love being drunk! its seriously the best. and i dont drink my feelings away or anything..i just get that perfect amount of drunk where im super happy and nothing can bring me down...except for the following:
- peeing in a bush then cutting my foot on a sprinkler
- being a child molester (LOL)
- watching your best friend barf

thats all i can think of..ahahah but all together it was a really good weekend!
im gonna start drinking more. its great! i mean, its not like i didnt drink a lot before, but now im going to drink more but do less of everything else. because i like being drunk way more than being high or smacked or whateverrrr. i guess this is good!



I LOVE TRAVIS BARKER!

a trip to the mall..

ive decided i really hate the mall...its so annoying...and shitty. but i do love cinnabon. fredericks of hollywood's costumes dont fit right...haha my nipple was hanging out of this corset i tried on...it was stupid...

im sort of pissed at some of the people in my life. all they do is judge me, and make negative comments about what i like. if i like this, there's something wrong with it. if i like him, he's ugly, or nerdy.
its really just unnecessary...i like what i like and if someone is gonna bag on it, id rather not hear it. ignorance is bliss? idk...i know what isnt bliss...being pissed off! so shut up.

ive also been thinking about the high school drop out life. its SO BORING. omg i have nothing to do all day long. i cant wait til i start working at abercrombie again....even though i hate that job. but its going to be something to do i guess. and i signed up for independent studies. i miss rio so much. i miss seeing all my friends everyday, and i miss going to class and having stuff to do.

but once again more of my friends are just bringing me down about it. like haha wow you suck youre a drop out. and im like HEY SICK GUYS, THANKS! THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO AWESOME OMG! I LOVE YOU!

then to top it off...i dont have a boyfriend! which is so ridiculous. and im not even going to talk about it...because ill rant all day. is it really necessary that every guy i actually like doesnt like me (and only wants to fuck around with me)?? and guys that i dont like...are in love with me?! its so ridiculous! and it makes no sense to me. i dont know what im doing wrong..honestly.

anyway, today wasnt that bad of a day.

first entry!

welll i decided to make a new blogger...cuz i forgot the password to my first one!! hahahhhaha omg i just looked at my old one...kelasaurusrex.blogspot.com
frickin from freshman year...siiick dude...welll im gonna write in this more!!

my day was stupid. travis is moving..which sucks...and i saw something after school that really bothered me...ughh i hate ugly girls..

this entry has no meaning...i have nothing to write! im doneee; plus its waay past my bedtime!